I will do to u the way u do to mum!

I notice whatever word mum say,u sure will lawan her!not only i notice....others too.....say i always rude to ur da jie....why must i respect u ??u dont respect mummy also la!i feel like telling her off lo!!!!!even me and raq also cannot tahan u edi la!we dont wan to say anything because we wan to bao chi this family!always think u correct!!!When mummy scold u or what,u sure go and call ur frens and tell them we what la this la that la....u got respect us?i never ever tell bad about or own family no matter what!i hate the way u treated all of us!ya,u did good sometimes,but once u do good,u will repeat and reapeat like when u send me and fetch me to tuititon!if tak puas hati dun fetch la!i thought u said ,once u said yes,means must do it willingly.....reflect back what u said to mummy la!fuck!!!!!!!i really damm pissed of with u lo!!!!!!!!

Dont stop believing!

Yesterday,i went out with my kai kor.He drive me to the Mcdonald to yam cha!He is a nice guy,cos whenever i sad,he will bring me go out...The coolest kor kor in my entire life!I cant fall in love with him because he is not my type...But he gave me a feel of an quan gan!Hm.....miss him
!

What can i do?!

This afternoon is a rainny day...My mood is really super duper down!He told me last week that,eventhough we break up,he wont go and flirt with other gurls,he will wait for me......bla bla........nonsence!Today in skul,my fren told me he flirt with a girl in the camp.....and u know what my fren told me??i confirm lose edi!!!!!what the hell.im like sad la.........lol......haiz!and sms until 2 am in the morning........guys memang guys!what promise they made cant trust them one!i cried just now......tak boleh tahan the pain!flirt ???????but what can i do?Im the one who decided....i will know the ending....

humiliated

i have been humiliated today in school...sin hui so naughty,she went and take out my stocking and threw it in front of everyone...althought its fun,but plp all laughed at me....Im a little bit shame and angry.....i didnt wan to balas dendam....After listening to the boring teacher merepek,we all went back to class lo ,while sin hui is getting out of the library,she accidentally stepped on the paku!......bao ying !but also cham too...God really presence ya...?keke

Spark Sometime

Someday,will my decision make the whole issue right?or is it just my gut telling me what to do?

We at first shouldnt be together...I have made the biggest mistakes of my life and continuing to hurt another guy without hestitation...why???????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I think breaking up the bond between me and jien is have to be done right away....

The way he treated me,cared about me,its just to much of love...I cant continue to accept his love by treating him badly!im like a donkey!GOSH!as a christian,i should not make this mistakes!So SORRY TO JIEN.......

left 2 more days,and we will officially break up!zhe xuan,how??what u think?im so depress....he really treat me good....plp outside will always think im the bad apple!i hate it...when comes to fighthing...they will think im small hearted!lol........they dun even see the whole picture and so judgemental!I CANT STAND it liao............and somemore,if we break up edi.....i will sure miss him to.....how??????????

Account!

what can i say?
just a piece of glass in me~
felt so like extinguished!so weird feel....considering
whether is it a mistake?
why god dint help me ?
i always thought we is there to awakened me...
but i realise No....
Does god really exists??

Lonely

Today went back to melaka..i dint go..so regret!id not bacause of the exam...im surely in melaka by now eating wan tan mee.popiah,ipiah.....aiyoyoyo!!!!so lonely now.....realise something!